Saturday, February 13, 2010

Being Alone/ Silence/ Meditating/ Polarity

In crisis time its interesting that people are faced with their own thoughts when they are alone, being restricted to their house. For some its very difficult, as people are used to interacting with others. This typically happens in times of floods, storms, social unrest etc. There is some aspect of fear and also feling of being isolated from the world.

However, people do not understand that alone really being "alone", the way normally interpreted. ALONE = ALL ONE, being alone gives one the opportunity to reach the point of "I AM ONE WITH ALL". Moment you are alone all the other human beings can connect with you energetically. As against the time when one is talking to people or seeing TV, or engaged in mental chatter.

We are in illusion that world around is real and so isolation gets very scary. So some people can not be without TV/ Radio being on. When people are alone, they start to hear their own thought. Then when you reach silence, you start to hear the thoughts of your own higher soul. Aloneness is the bounty of our existence. When we feel incomplete or freightened due to no activity.

When we are silent and alone, the childhood program first comes up - like "idle had is devil's workshop". And so one starts to feel negative. So people start to distract themselves and fill thier day with so much of activity that they cannot complete it.

Some ancient civilization worshipped God as darkness. Now people look for light. When you look at darkness, there is amazing thing there called silence. Gnostic say - Darkness is source of light. Light has to be sourced somewhere. One has to have Darkness and one had to have Light. Thats possibly one reason why its important not to attach so much importance to light. Dark and Light both have their own purpose. They are two different manifestation. Its just that they look different from two different angles. There are one from a different point of view. Thats the concept of trinity. From the point of trinity it all appears harmonized. So its about migration from bi-polar thinking to trinity thinking. Possibly getting fourth dimension thinking thereafter.

It also relates to concept of birth and death and two points. One extends to beyond that then one can extend to infinity. We came here specifically creating this polar reality for specific reason. But also enjoy them from knowing that there is all one. We keep running from good to bad and vice versa. This is delusion. To come out of delusion one needs to think as trinity and map the three points. There are multiple experiences that demonstrate, so called negative experience turned into something positive. Instead of saying that a period was bad. One can say it to be a stimulating week.

There is another factor, when things are not the way we expect it to be, we resist more and more. When we resist then we energize it more and more. Letting go and accepting it, possibly makes it better.

Instead being stuck in own head, one would be better of rising above and ascend higher and have good view of things. We have a belief of reality which is very different from other's belief of reality.

Solitary Confinement is like a forced meditation. As we get go into our silence and know our deeper aspects, we come to know that we have multiple lives in a continum.

Also some people find difficult meditating when they are on their own in the house. Thats because we have thought form of guilt attached to meditation. We were told meditation is day dreaming. In actual reality there was no such thing as day dreaming, it was more like problem solving at different level. So when we start to meditate in our house, the old thought forms activate and tell us some task to do. The child's ability to meditate is destroyed in the process of education and the interaction with adults in early years. Sometimes even on the report card, child gets written "day dreaming". When the eyes are relaxing, its like we are getting upload download from the higher soul. Its important to allow that to finish. When we do not allow that upload/ download then its very stressful. So when you designate a particular spot then over a period it will be better to meditate as the attached thought forms will slowly diminish. Its important to restore our ability to meditate. One of things important here is to get out feeling that we need to be "on" all the time.

Sometimes the distrubances may be due to what was seen on radio/ tv or other things that we come across. Sometimes the image is stronger if it is also related to past life experiences. The imprint, especially if the brain has negative connotation to them, is retained in our brain center (for assocation with fear) and it triggers of when a related image comes up. We also need to know that we are sovereign on our own thought process. We do not know that we are sovereign. When we activate that then the thought process is in your control. One can stop and switch to a another thought or a physical thing that is comfortable. So when we snap ourselves away from such intrusive thoughts, its very empowering. One needs to know that sometimes, if one is not at particular higher frequency then one would enerize the thought instead of killing it. So do not empower them by struggling, posssibly tap through them.